Why is the word yes so brief?
It should be
the longest,
the hardest,
so that you could not decide in an instant to say it,
so that upon reflection you could stop
in the middle of saying it.
I wish I had an Erlend to take with me everywhere
to feel guilt (& others)
is a necessity,
a red flag—
that perhaps the whole time
we’ve got it all wrong and that
there needs to be a change
distance is key—
to walk away from something/one
to perceive them in an alternate light
but observations
can only get you so far,
especially when concerned with one’s self
how wonderful it would be
if you could separate yourself
from your self.
05.01.12
/21:00
yet when i surveyed all that my hands had done
and what i had toiled to achieve,
everything was meaningless,
a chasing after the wind;
nothing was gained under the sun.
— ecclesiastes, 2:11.
04.30.12
/23:11
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/19:25
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/17:50
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/17:06
